I worship him as my ideal.

Solution (By Examveda Team)

Worship : the feeling or expression of reverence and adoration for a deity.
Deify : worship or regard as a god.
Despise : feel contempt or a deep repugnance for.
Abuse : use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse.
Neglect : fail to care for properly.

Antonym of Worship is Despise